Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wow!
Strangest thing today, for the last week or so I've been praying that God would work in my life in a significant way. Yesterday I slept 16 hours. Today I feel alive in a way that I haven't felt since Brian died. I've been listening to worship music as I work around the house -- also something I haven't bothered to do in the last couple of years. I feel joy and sorrow. I've been smiling and crying! I don't just believe that God loves me and has a plan for the rest of my life, I actually feel it and feel moved to tears of gratitude that He loves me and has not abandoned me. I feel like God is healing me. For the first time in so long I feel emotions, both sadness and joy, but I don't feel the weight of depression crushing me! I feel blessed!
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Beautiful. Welcome back... I've missed you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jenny! I saw that Scott Bartlow died yesterday! My heart is aching for Debbie and their kids. At the same time I get goosebumps thinking of Scott meeting Jesus face to face and in the same moment having all that he had lost and so much he never imagined restored to him in the same moment! Life is filled with sadness, but God is so good, and He loves us so perfectly!
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